My 7TH Year Itch!!

Hello people, good morning, good to see ya! I feel like I just did a huge stretch and now, I am ready to go! I can't believe that it is April already. Don't you think March flew by? But February was so slow... Anyway, if you didn't notice, I am beating around the bush for what I really want to say. It's been soooo long since I've blogged, I feel like a stranger to my own blog, my baby. I am really going to try not to be so long winded, but I actually have a lot to say. And, I hope, with what I say, you all can relate this to your lives in some way or another and look forward to changes as well.
So, I've been reading this book; I'm pretty sure you all have heard of it, and many probably have read it as well. But as shameful as this may sound (with me being a reader and all...) this is the first time that I have actually read this book! It's the Diary of Anne Frank. And I am in Love... and highly highly convinced that I was Anne Frank in a past life, or if not Anne, then definitely her counterpart, Kitty. (All those who know me, know that my nickname or uh, other personality is Kitty...weird) I always wondered why I had such a soft spot for conditions during the Holocaust and now I know why. There are many more "coincidences" as well, but we don't really need to get into that. I am more than 3/4ths of the way done with this book and can't wait to finish. But as I am reading this book, it definitely brought me back to my youth. Certain parts of my youth that I would figure have no significance on the person that I am today...but realizing that those parts of my youth is what makes me exactly the person that I am today. Which brings me to my main topic of my 7 year itch!
We all know what what 7th year itch means... but I am not talking in regards to relations, I am talking in regards to yourself. You know they say a person changes every 7 or so years. It's not exactly 7 years from the time you were born, but 7 years from the time something really significant happened in your life. And it could be something as simple as someone scaring the shit out of you dressed like a clown, and now you can't stand clowns! From that moment, your body's chemistry changed, and therefore changed you, making you a different type of person. So with that being said... I am at my 7 year itch y'all!! And, it's very exciting and very scary. My 7 years started between the ages of 5 & 6, then 13, after 19/20, and then now. I mean for the most part, I'd say I'm pretty much on track, so I have to be thankful with this life that I've been given. Do you know, like everyday, I get word of me knowing someone, or someone else knowing someone that has passed. I mean, they say that we are living in hell, but I like to be alive. I like to be human, and experience all that there is for us to experience, because lets be truthful, who really knows where we go in the end. The Promised land is not promised, because for the most part, we know not what we do.
So, I'm at my 7th Year Itch people and I'm feeling fine, really good. I'm not rich by any means, I'd say that I am basically poor. The owner of clothing line Young Broke and Fabulous, must really know what's good because honestly, that's how I feel. I'm young, broke, and fabulous enough to know the changes that are going on around me. And I'm young, broke and even more fabulous to know the changes that are going on within me and I have to ride it, why not? See people are scared of change, even if you don't want to admit it. I know about 6 or 7 of my closest people who are in denial about change until they are pushed into change, and then shock occurs. But for those that see it as it is just happening, then you should just flow with it.

So I'm living in my 7th year itch, and itch, itch, itchy has it been. I call this the 7th Year Itch because it's something that doesn't come easily. Whatever is being changed in that given time frame is coming hard, full of energy, so the the opposing energy is strong as well, it just pulls you back. I know you know what I'm talking about people. You know when something so right, goes so wrong, and you want to keep on trucking, but you just don't know the way? Or when all is bad so you just continue on with the bad... well because it's bad anyway. Or when things go right, you automatically think things are going to go wrong, and they do, so you were right. No No NO. WRONG! Just flowing it would be to just simply keep going. Or to say fuck it, shit is going bad, why don't I try something new. Better yet, when things go right, say can I get a hell yeah! HELL YEAH!! (okay, now I'm getting into corny mode... booooo!!) But you guys get the picture. You gotta flow with the energy within you first, and then you can flow with the energy outside of you and then the rest is HISTORY!!! And it really is that easy. The lessons learned aren't easy, but I guarantee better will come.
So with me riding my energy wave these last few months, I realized that my 7th year was upon me. And I'm so scared to enter... (OMG, did I just admit that to you?) But the forces within me will have it no other way! I've had 2 major loves in my life. One being basketball, which I abandoned for boys apparently. And the other is fashion, which I was on my way to abandoning, but I really, really didn't want to. Something that I noticed which really ticked me off was the fact that I was writing on this blog more than I was writing to my Love, my other blog, Tha Profreshionalz. I am ashamed, so very ashamed!! I mean, I love fashion, I don't even have to try hard to achieve it, and I just neglected it... in almost every way. So mi gente I am sorry to say that I will no longer be writing about unnecessary, funny, rude, crude, sensational, unbelievable, intoxicating, awesome subjects on this blog i am for the people. But I will be writing on my other blog about trendy, futuristic in the NOW things on thaprofreshionalz.blogspot.com. Awwwwwww!! But the thing is, I like writing about stupid people, and making funnies at them. But I guess there is a time and a place for that. I remember when a friend, or foe named Justin asked me, "Well, what exactly is your blog about?" And he was serious! I was offended because I'm like, "Well if you read the top it says it's about random things so what are you saying?" He's like, "I know, but..." I don't remember the conversation, but should have taken that as a sign to focus on my Love and not have it wait. Any who.... oops! Long winded! Just please tune into to www.thaprofreshionalz.blogspot.com and I will be happy to assist you with all things young, fly, fabulous, futuristic, fresh, and interesting. PEACE MY KITTENS!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

The Parrots Made Me Do IT!!!!!!!!

Okay people, I am so, so very sorry that I really haven't been blogging lately at all. I've gotten a couple of complaints, couple of death threats, some people bored and they all want me to write, write, WRITE!!! See, to me writing is a release, but recently, I've been needing a release for my release. So the real reason I have been a little standoffish in my personal life and in my Internet life is because the parrots told me so! Sounds strange right? But so not. They told me through a dream...and when my dreams talk people, I listen!! The dream goes as follows:

I was in a friend of mines house walking through the hallway that had a lot of doors. I opened one door and a parrot was in there squawking away. Immediately my friend says, "Close the door, you know my Mom has parrots!" I closed the door and said, "No, I didn't know your Mom has parrots" My friend looks at me with a really strange confused look her face and says, "You didn't know my Mom had parrots??". She said it in a way that made me feel like I should have known it. Then she began to tell me that someone left the door open before and one of her Mom's parrots escaped and flew away.

Now, as strange and insignificant this dream may be, upon waking I was very confused by it. I'm like why the hell am I dreaming about parrots and why does this dream seem so important? It took me about 4 days to do some research and piece everything together that was happening in my life. So it all came to me like a big gush of wind. Parrots equal too much chatter. The fact that the parrots were in my dream told me that there was too much gossip, conversation, too much talky talky going on in my life. The fact that I had no idea that my friend had parrots explains to me that there is so much shit going on in my life right now that certain information is passing me by. Now there are a lot of other hidden meaning in this dream but the true fact that I realized is that I needed to take a step out of my life and just observe. I let go of a couple of friends, haven't been getting on the Internet and actually became a hermit.
The purpose of that has made a hell of a difference. I had another Epiphany y'all, but this one I want to keep to myself. I am going to try to start blogging more, but I know that my focus has changed. So, before I end this blog, I just want to say I am still trying to figure out all the little tweaks in my life right now. Trying to figure out how I am suppose to make it from point A to point C without point B... you feel me. So during this time, do not abandon me y'all ( I mean I know abandoned you, but I'm coming back around!!) Please pay attention to your dreams because they talk to you every night; you might find a treasure there ☺

HISTORY! OUR HISTORY! I♥ My Country!!!

I want to blog about this people, but I am afraid that there are no words is the human language to explain what I am feeling. Universally I can feel the love of what is going to happen today. Inside I am smiling brightly, wide, big... I am smiling so much on the inside that my cheeks hurt on the outside. Today is a much anticipated event that I don't think is overdue; I think the time is now, and that is why it is happening now! We are going to have a BLACK President y'all! Some of you might not know how monumental this is. My grandparents could not even look at a white person when they walked down the street. My parents weren't allowed to go to school with white people earlier in their school career, and today, White, Black, Asian, Spanish, Indian and the rest have already come together to take part in what is probably going to be one of the biggest historical events in history today!

Growing up as a young Black American in the United States, I was able to see and live the changes that made today possible. I was able to see and live how Black people were repressed and how it was so hard for us to attain a dream we had in mind simply because we are black. Today is monumental!!! This right here is a perfect in your face example of how we all have changed as the human race. Because this isn't all about the United States of America, globally we are celebrating something that we know is going to change our futures for the better indefinitely!

Now all of you know that I am not into politics so when Obama was voted for our President-Elect, I glorified by myself so no one could see me... mainly because I wanted to keep that moment to myself, to humble myself for the things that I know in my heart that are sure to come. Worldwide, I can feel the hum of a strong positive energy that lights my insides up. Sounds funny, but every time I think about it, I feel strong, bright and honored to be a Black American in this day to actually see for myself the power of change and what it will do for us Universally as a whole. We all know this isn't going to be easy, but we already took a huge step outside of the box, and leaped off the edge to land in a bed of roses! Tupac said it once, but at that time he was right; we weren't ready to see a Black President. But today my people, TODAY WE WILL!!!!

But Did You See This?

I don't have to say many words, just please... WATCH THE VIDEO!
♪ Tell me something (tell me something) Where your Boss At (where your boss at)...♪


Beyonce, "DIVA"

Oh, and btw, I seen this on 106th and Park... can someone tell me why is Terrance's adams apple so protruding and skinny. It's actually quite scary. weird.

Got A New Girl Crush Ya'll...

Ok, we all have them don't we? I have three! One I've had for years, another I picked up about 2 years ago, and the last is brand new. My oldest girl crush is Michelle Rodriguez. OMG. She is soooo HOT! Even though she isn't an A list actress, or even a B list, she definitely has something about her that draws me to her. To be perfectly honest, it's her manly-ghetto-don't give a shit ways that really attract me to her. Besides the fact that she is beautiful and her body is off the charts, her attitude, hands downs is what gets me.

My next girl crush is so darling! I love to just look at her. It's Anne Hathaway. It's her big ol' nose and her big ol' eyes that I find very attractive. If she didn't have her eyes and her nose that stands her out from the rest, she'd be just a plain Jane. The thing that I really enjoy about her is her confidence. It is something that is seen in the way she walks and talks. As with any average looking white girl, if she has personality, she becomes much more interesting to look at. So, with the combination of her girl-next-door look and her confidence level, she gets a check on my girl crush list!

And my last GC is... sigh, Kerri Hilson. Just in case anyone didn't know, I have a thing for big noses, (and f'd up teeth), but there is just something about a big nose that I like to look at. Sounds crazy I know, but I think it gives the face character. Kerri Hilson is my newest girl crush because she just exudes sexy. I mean, all you got to do is look at the girl and you can feel her sexy. Besides the fact that her voice is as sweet as lilies, her swagger is so sincere. The way she walks, sings, talks, dances... you know that it is something that comes from within and can not be learned. That is something that I really appreciate about a woman; a natural swagger that everyone can see. Like everyone else, I got introduced to Kerri in Usher's "Love In This Club" Video, and fell in love with her after hearing her first single "Energy". Many don't know this about her, but she's been in the game for a minute writing music for a lot of artist, so she is a very talented being and seems to be very humbled as well. Sexy and humble; can't be mad at that!

So I'd like to leave you with Keri's video of her first single, "Energy". The video is so HAWT, and the message is beyond words, so check it out!

The Quietest Beef Ever!! Ciara vs Beyonce...

So, I bet ya'll didn't even know about this huh? Beyonce has very mysterious ways of making things disappear quick, fast, and in a hurry! But just in case ya'll didn't know, let me fill you in right quick. So remember Ciara's song "Like A Boy", well she was pissed about Beyonce's song, "If I Were A Boy" because everyone and their Mama should know that Beyonce got that idea from Ciara. Supposedly Ciara didn't like the fact that Queen B was biting so she got back at her... through her own music. OMG, you guys gotta hear this if you haven't already; Ciara did her own take to Beyonce's "DIVA" and if you listen closely, you will hear a lot of snide comments directed towards B. I'm not even gonna lie, Ciara got this hands down. I'm sorry B☻
Check it out!

My Psychic Senses Are Tingling...

I am very excited to have a few extra fans, and so sorry that I haven't written more this year. I've been so busy with new and exciting things already so I am maintaining pretty well. But this blog right here is specifically intended to his Libra Girl, who I know in another lifetime we'd actually be the best of friends. My psychic senses are telling me that she reads this so I would like to say something to you. First and foremost, you are beautiful. You have many wonderful spirits around you that bless you everyday, and it shines through. I think that is what I like best about you, even though I don't know you. Even though you are goofy and can be wild, you have an old soul that I think is very recognizable and that's a wonderful thing. I think that the relationship that you both have is perfect and you are probably one of the best for him. I can see that he shines because of you, and I can not ask for anything better than that. I actually really like you guys together, and I always have right from the very beginning; he can tell you that. See, I think what you are doing for him, he has done for me, and my life is so much better. And all he was doing was being himself...as you are being yourself. You are young, vibrant, full of life and have lots and lots of love to give. In many ways you are like myself, besides the fact that we are complete opposites there is a lot of you that is me as well. I believe that ya'll was suppose to meet and to me you guys fit. From where I am, everything is all love and I would only always and forever wish the best for him; and you seem to be the best right now. So alls I can say is ♥♥♥ and keep reading ☺

Happy New Years BABES!!! ♫ It's a New Day!♫

♪I woke up this morning feeling brand new...♫ Listen, I love my life! Even though my New Years had a lot of technical difficulties thrown into play, it's all apart of the plan.