Tuesday, February 17, 2009

The Parrots Made Me Do IT!!!!!!!!

Okay people, I am so, so very sorry that I really haven't been blogging lately at all. I've gotten a couple of complaints, couple of death threats, some people bored and they all want me to write, write, WRITE!!! See, to me writing is a release, but recently, I've been needing a release for my release. So the real reason I have been a little standoffish in my personal life and in my Internet life is because the parrots told me so! Sounds strange right? But so not. They told me through a dream...and when my dreams talk people, I listen!! The dream goes as follows:

I was in a friend of mines house walking through the hallway that had a lot of doors. I opened one door and a parrot was in there squawking away. Immediately my friend says, "Close the door, you know my Mom has parrots!" I closed the door and said, "No, I didn't know your Mom has parrots" My friend looks at me with a really strange confused look her face and says, "You didn't know my Mom had parrots??". She said it in a way that made me feel like I should have known it. Then she began to tell me that someone left the door open before and one of her Mom's parrots escaped and flew away.

Now, as strange and insignificant this dream may be, upon waking I was very confused by it. I'm like why the hell am I dreaming about parrots and why does this dream seem so important? It took me about 4 days to do some research and piece everything together that was happening in my life. So it all came to me like a big gush of wind. Parrots equal too much chatter. The fact that the parrots were in my dream told me that there was too much gossip, conversation, too much talky talky going on in my life. The fact that I had no idea that my friend had parrots explains to me that there is so much shit going on in my life right now that certain information is passing me by. Now there are a lot of other hidden meaning in this dream but the true fact that I realized is that I needed to take a step out of my life and just observe. I let go of a couple of friends, haven't been getting on the Internet and actually became a hermit.
The purpose of that has made a hell of a difference. I had another Epiphany y'all, but this one I want to keep to myself. I am going to try to start blogging more, but I know that my focus has changed. So, before I end this blog, I just want to say I am still trying to figure out all the little tweaks in my life right now. Trying to figure out how I am suppose to make it from point A to point C without point B... you feel me. So during this time, do not abandon me y'all ( I mean I know abandoned you, but I'm coming back around!!) Please pay attention to your dreams because they talk to you every night; you might find a treasure there ☺